Slutty

Oh my, never knew that Dawn Yang sounded so erm ungirly? I somehow always had e impression tt she sounded very girlish and gentle but when i watched e Stomp video (go check it out yourself pls), I was somehow taken aback tt her voice sounded so mature, something like how a woman in her 30s would sound with a lil croackiness in it.

Oh dear, do I sound like that too?

I always thot I sounded girly and in fact some of u who have spoken to me on the phone always comment tt you're surprised I sound e way I do.

Hmmm, and what's tt supposed to mean?

Dang, maybe I sound like a 30 over yr old woman too huh

Or do i sound girlish?

Sleeping ard is so fun when you're not involved with people who know you. Last week, I woke up to a very weird looking room.

I turned ard to look for 'him' but he was in e shower.

Im not one who enjoys hanging ard my ONS so i quickly put my clothes on and crept away.

Few days passed and I completely forgot abt it.

Last night, my friend invited me to one of her friend's house party. It was her friend's bf's bday and they were having a party. 

The moment I walked into e condo area, I thot it looked familiar. Afterall I had left in the morning, last nite I was going over at night. Somehow my bimbotic mind did not manage to connect e 2 together.

Anyways, I went up to their house and my jaw drop. It was then it hit me. I was at this place last week.

As i was trying to unshock myself, 'he' appeared with my friend's friend.

OH HOLY FUCK.

I shook his hand and quickly pulled back, immediately looking away. At the corner of my eye, I could see he remembered me.

Even before I could get over e shock, my friend's friend announced, “thanks for coming to our engagement party!”

I SWEAR MY EYES ALMOST JUMPED OUT AND COMMITTED SUICIDE ON MY BEHALF..

I turned to my friend and exclaimed, “i thot u said it was a bday party..i only brought wine to celebrate..err guess we need more now?” 

OH HOLY HOLY FUCK!!!

great, how e hell in e world did i cross e line?

last nite i could barely utter a single word. i sat at e corner of e house and spent most of it away from him. he tried to come over but i took e initiative and left e hse instead.

oh my, what am i gonna do now? i feel really really weird.

urghhh