Slutty

When im feeling down, i like to have some cranberry juice. Then again when i'm feeling happy, I also crave to have cranberry juice.

No idea whassup wif that but i'm just feeling shitty right now. 

I now understand why some people password protect some of their entries.

Sigh.

It's been a shitty work week. Yes, i know it's only Monday but i've been at the office since last nite and it's been so excruciating. After 10hours of fighting the battle since last night, I caved in and cried in the toilet. It was one of those 'dry whisper' tears instead of those weeping ones. Wanted to scream my lungs out for the injustice but the cleaner was clearing the place. I miss my old executive toilet tt I could use for me and me only. Luckily for Loreal's mascara, I still looked good when I walked out and into warzone part 2.

Legal people are the WORST lot of humans on earth. Urgh!!!

Anyways, that aside.. im having cranberry juice right now. Im feeling kinda emo and am thinking of disappearing for awhile. The last time i disappeared was some 10yrs ago. Shan't go into details about that except that it didnt help much cuz e reason for my disappearance is still in my life. But the disappearance did help quite a bit with regards to e whole cleansing of the system. Feels like some kinda new age yoga huh..Hmm…

I can't sleep now. Or shd i say i'm afraid of sleeping? I've got a phobia..that if i sleep, tmr will come faster and tt means im going to war again to be stabbed over and over again. So for now, im staying up and watching the clock while I pray for it to move slower.

This has gotta be one of my most shitty days ever.