Slutty

It felt so good..it's been such a long time since I chatted with someone for such a long time online. And what felt really good was that the conversation was made of pure honest goodness.

I sometimes think I'm too harsh and am running away from the reality.

It's nice that RT made me see how humane some people can be and what love is.

I feel warm and fuzzy now

:)

 

Don't be naive to think that your husband is perfect.

That's something i wanna tell all the women who have openly lambasted me in the other forums or sent me nasty emails about the recent Rowena Chen case.

Repeatedly despite my pleas to stop emailing me cuz i'm not Rowena, pple still do so and now others are saying they acknowledge tt im not Rowena but im actually doing all this to create attention.

Excuse moi, but what business if it of anyone's whether I do anything to create attention or not? As i would quote the blog princess, “This is my blog, u not happy then DON'T read”.

Why leh? Not happy issit? Your husband don't give you enough attention issit? Is tt why u not happy tt i have a blog with ads and tt pple are reading my entries? Does it make u feel sore that you're stuck at home with kids and nobody wants to know about your lifeless life whereas pple read my blog daily?

I did nothing wrong in voicing out my opinions about the Rowena case. There's always 2 sides to a coin. Some pple took e other side and i've chosen mine. I don't see why it should piss other pple off when they are not directly involved in the Rowena case. Does me sitting on e face yet saying tt it's wrong for Janice to air her married life in public, any business of anyone's?

I know what Gerald and Rowena did is wrong. I didn't say they were right. It doesnt mean that just cuz I say Janice has her fair share of wrong doings tt it wud mean I openly support Gerald and Rowena.

Hello, you all got brains or not? Can u all read English or not? Or should I mail everyone a dictionary and enroll you all into e same kindergarten as your kids so tt u can beef up on your IQ and understand what I type?

Some of u married women openly condamn me, Rowena and Gerald as though in this world world only 3 of us have sinned.

Eh excuse me ah, but before you go around condamning other pple's husband repeatedly, look at your own family. You think just cuz u have kids and ure a SAHM means ur hubby loves u so much cuz he doesnt wanna let u work and just look after e kids? 

Grow up purrrlease.

Quit being so naive that you think only men can be wrong. Majority of you keep repeating tt it's wrong of Gerald cuz Janice is pregnant. It's because of women like u with SUCH mentality that men all e more wanna leave. The whole holier than thou shit. It disgusts me to see women trick men into marriage and other stupid shit by using their baby to salvage issues.

I would NEVER EVER wanna stay on with my husband if i know he no longer feels for me and tt he's just staying with me for e sake of e baby. I'd rather be lonely and single than to pretend to cheat myself into believing tt this can all work out cuz in e first place, it already didn't.

And cmon, dont think tt just cuz ur husband didn't leave u for another woman means tt u have all e right to condamn Gerald and Rowena. You'll never know tt you might just be like Janice (without e pregnancy) and tt ur hubby might be fucking someone at work without your knowledge.

So, before you go shooting your fingers and mouth off about how i'm a slutty bitchy to support Gerald and Rowena (which i do not!), go look at yourselves first.

And another thing, this is life. It IS wrong for Gerald and Rowena to do such things. But we aren't saints to judge them and pretend to be all holy.

In this day and age where women are fighting for equality, there's no such thing tt it's wrong for pple to cheat. Cuz whether it's wrong or not, rules are meant to be bend and broken. There will ALWAYS be others who will do e same thing tt e 3 of them have been involved in.

There's nothing new about their story. Men cheat EVERY single frigging day. Whether he cheats psychologically, physically, or emotionally, it's all CHEATING of some form. If i hear another woman saying tt her husband doesnt cheat and will NEVER cheat, all i can say is, you're bloody naive and tts why u'd be a perfect catch to be cheated on

And for those who say tt she has all e right to blog about it cuz it's her blog. Yea go ahead. I still stand by my words tt I do not condone her actions. It's one thing to blog but it's another thing to blog entirely and purposely about the affair and put up pics of her cheating hubby. Imagine if u were in Gerald's shoes and one day your hubby or wife does sucha thing. Where are u gonna put ur face?

And oh yea another thing. U all say tt it's so easy for me to type such things. Yes it is easy cuz im talking from experience and i've seen this happen to my family and close friends SO MANY FREAKING TIME that i can write some kinda SOP for this!

Lastly, u all say think abt e kid and tts why Gerald should return back to Janice. Yes tt might be e thing to do and i don't really care what e outcome is. But think abt it, Janice writing about this on her blog. The whole of Singapore practically knows abt it. When her child grows up and goes to school, other mothers might recognize her and her child as e mother who blogged about e child's cheating father.

Imagine how it'd be like for e kid. It's easy to say tt it's her blog. But i just don't think it's right. It's up to her but I still stand firm on my opinions. 

Losing a dear friend is always e hardest. I have decided to share with you all a very touching story about life and death, and the friends we have.

 

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AHAHAHAHAHA that soooooooooooo cracked me up.

 

It's Friday tmr! TGIF people!  

 

 

 

Have you ever fallen for someone in the most inappropriate/wrongest of ways (see previous post for definition) but then tell the other person tt it's not possible to take this to the next step cuz it just isn't gonna be possible due to certain reasons?

Then have you later 'diagnosed' the issue and decided that perhaps things might be able to work out afterall if you undo the drawn lines?

Oh, but by then, the other party starts becoming distant and denies it?

I'm not one to wander around when it comes to emotions. I may not be a goody 2 shoes and with a wandering sexual appetite but at least i know how i feel and do not need someone else to tell me.

And i definitely do not like waiting for you to respond to me. I enjoy your company thus the constant craving for you. You used to be more enthusiastic and I really like having you around.

But i am also not one to keep hanging on.

I think the time is up and I'm tired. I don't think i'm gonna contact you again.

Cheers 

 

A steamy nite of passion engulfed me last nite while i was happily snoozing in bed. I seldom have kinky dreams but last nite's was so real, it felt as tho it actually happened.

I remember i was getting ready to go out and suddenly this really good looking guy comes and slides his arms ard me. His tight meaty body pressed hard against my breasts sent me quivering as i sniffed past his neck, thick musky cologne - exactly how i like my men to smell.

I pushed him away. At the back of my mind, i could remember i was going on a date with another guy but somehow this handsome man had enveloped me into his arms, not ready to let me go. I brushed my lips against his, feeling his warm hot breath..

Tried as i might, i couldnt help but wanna kiss his thick brownish pink lips. And it was his body. So tightly pressed, i just wanted to push him into e lift and slide my long fingers into his finely pressed pair of black pants. I was tempted to rub my body against his and enjoy the moment.

I took his hands and gave him the seductive look. He looked back and nodded with agreement. The sexual vibes was too strong to control. 

And then, as i took his hands and led him into the lift, 2 small girls and a small boy hug his legs and shout “Daddy!”

My hands automatically fell away from his as I heard something loud fall on e floor. It was my heart..

The lift door closes and i barely make a shadow of his last few glimpses..I reach the top of the floor and suddenly i find myself at e top of a regular apartment all alone..

And then i wake up.

W T F ….

Grrr

 

Is this dream like some kinda hint or something? No, im not in love with a married man. Oh wait. i AM in love with a married man afterall! OMG

The things your dreams tell you sometimes never fail to shock you..

 

“Catch me, I'm falling for you. How can something so wrong feel so right all along” - Toni Gonzaga 

I've fallen for you *swoons*

 

My grandad passed away this morning at dawn. I was awoken by my Mom's call from Singapore.

Truth be told, i had somewhat expected it when i picked up e fone. Mommy never called this early. Besides, just earlier this week she told me that the nurses at e hospice told her to bring Ah Kong home cuz he's going off already.

That was just Wed. And today he's gone.

I'm overwhelmed with shock and sadness.

Yes, i had been expecting this since January/Feb when he was diagnosed with colon and pancreas cancer. The doctor had only given him 6mths to live but due to an implant surgery to uphold e pancreas, they give him up to 1 yr.

But no, he died after 7mths from being diagnosed with cancer. Apparently the implant that was supposed to prolong his life for another 6mths-1yr didnt work. He died in under 5mths.

I don't quite know what to say.

Tears rolled down my eyes like a gushing dam when mom spoke to me. As much as i had anticipated this moment, somehow my emotions caught up more than i expected.

Mommy said he died in his sleep and wasnt in pain or suffering in his last few moments. I can only be joyful about that. I guess it's a blessing in disguise that he went off earlier than expected. I really didn't want him to be suffering for so long. 

Mommy and Daddy went over to see him last night to feed him some milk and grapes. They're lucky that they had their last chance to see and feed him, to touch and hold him.

I never got my last chance.  

I'm suddenly filled with thoughts of my Ah Kong when he was alive. I cant believe i just typed 'was alive'. To me, i somehow feel that hes still on earth, breathing and kicking.

But no..Ah Kong is no longer here..

I miss you Ah Kong. I love you.

 

Lots of love,

Your precious granddaughter